Bad Memory

Hello New day!

I just wondering for being in February as my feeling left and shadowed by a bad memory in January.

I just wondering my self for daring followed ‘an understanding thing’ which left me ashamed behind.

I just wondering  that I was being shy and turned it to be a bad memory ever.

Yeah, I created my own bad memory.

It wasn’t early morning, yet.

I remember, it was 11 p.m. on January

I run after the time. Somehow, I couldn’t stop to run.

I only wished I could reach ‘my project’ before the time changed to another day.

Till I finished ‘my project’, I was fallen asleep then..

I remember, I woke up earlier on the morning

Then directly stared out my Notebook

there was a ready sending project

“It was too late to sent, but it still shown a hope”

I was daring my self to did a thing in my under-mind controlling

I sent ‘my project’ without thinking it twice.

I remember, How I felt to regret

for the days left January after sending that project

If I have a chance for thinking it twice, This wasn’t gonna happen to me..

I shouldn’t follow the thing that always being an understanding thing

Then I’ll remember for this day..

The day when I begin to escape from my own bad memory.

"Good bye bad memory..

Stay away from my memory!

If you come a step..

You’ll scare me in my nightmare

But It just a nightmare. It ‘s only a moment..

Then I’ll wake up again and again

to create a better memory "^^

#ANV (05/02/2014).